from xanga to blogger?!

last time i "blogged" on xanga was march 2, '08.
www.xanga.com/mloyola

as time has changed, i believe friends come & go. that last blog happened to be about a "best friend" who is now an acquaintance of some sort. sad to say it & i hate losing close friends. although, i am happy to say that i've come to realize what the good & bad circumstances would have been if i continued to feel that way. nonetheless, i've moved on.

up to DATE!

_2nd year full-time college student
_transferring next year: CSULA, CSUF, CSUEB, or CSUSM
_1 year & 2 months still ON's sales associate
_hoping to get in the Clinical Care Extender Internship Program

life is difficult when..
_i'm the youngest sibling & am counted on to do 10x better than my others
_i've been dreaming to get into at least a cal state & my mom says words i'd hate to hear
_my parents expect me to do good yet when i tell them about something good, they get mad about it (i.e. i got into CSULA, then i get questions when i've already used their card to pay for my apps)
_you don't really get what the opposite sex REALLY wants

my lesson learned..
_never fall for your homeboys, otherwise the word "awkward" will build up
_second chances will always lead to a downfall (for me at least)
_never let someone ruin what you've always wanted
_when someone makes you happy, don't let them take advantage of your feelings
_chin up cause just be glad it happened with a good person

current mood: anxious

about..
_this internship
_transferring
_my classes
_my major
_& my feelings..

the last thing i'd ever do on here is VENT.

oOh happy days.